Day 162 (Sixth Letter)

I received your letter today .

I love reading it sayang . It's like I feel much alive reading your letter .

Let me reply to that first okay sayang ?

Sayang , it's alright if you were to send the letter late . Tapi kalau sayang send one of the letters to pompan lain tu baru it's not alright . Hehe (: So sayang takya kate sorry je selalu . I faham . Sayang , every single day I update to you what happen in my life . You know everything that happened . At least sayang bilang I la ape you uat for a day at least kay ? I pun nak tahu . Sayang , I'm sorry that I balik lambat sangat on the 18th of June . I tahu sayang mesti akan risau bila sayang bace . I takkan balik lambat gitu lagi kay sayang ? And if I balik lambat gitu , I akan suruh abang I amek kay sayang ? Sayang takmo risau kay ? I know I don't feel safe anymore bila you takde . Just doakan I takde pape jadi kat I kay sayang ? Whenever you say , "I sangat sayangkan you dear ." I feel like hugging you . Sayaaang , I like your smiley face after you wrote , "I miss the desert too . ." Hehe (: Sayang , sayang jangan putus harapan kay ? Hopefully sayang dapat bebas before 1 year kay sayang ? Sayang , I'm really sorry that I drank . I know you'll be shocked even if it's only a cup . And I can imagine how your face will be like when I told you that kind of news . That disappointed face of yours is in my head right now . I'm really sorry about doing something that you hate . Sayang kate , "Kali ni I maafkan you ." Kalau next time I uat , you tak nak maafkan I la ni ? Tak fair ! You janji sana , janji sini , tapi habok pun takde ! Haha ! But yes , I promise that I won't drink again . I will only drink with you . Only drink lepas I nyanyi . Hehe (: Sayang , you are so special to me too ! I can never live without you too . I will be a good girl . I promise . I'm never a bad kind of girl kan sayang ? Sayang is my husband ? Iyeke ? Hehe , I like ! Soon kay sayang ? :D I will try my best to quit smoking . Sayang , whatever happened to us in the past is the reason why we are like this now . I did forgive you . But don't tell me to forget about it so soon . You lied too much to me sayang . Too much . We will start a new life once you are out . And insyallah we can be together till the end of our time .

Other than the letter I have a good news !!!

I PASSED MY PRACTICAL TEST TODAY ! YAYYY !

Alhamdullilah sayang !

Sayaaang ! I tomorrow takle puasa ! Uwek !
I da la harap2 this year I dapat full .

Sayang tu kat dalam make sure full tau !

Kalau tak DENDA ! :P

Lagi one week I will get to see you sayang .

Hais . . . One more week macam lama sangat gitu .

Goodnight sayangku .

I CINTAKAN YOU !