Day 153

Sayaaang ! Today is the 22nd !
You know what I mean kaaan ? Hehe !
It's like 4 years 11 months since the day sayang .
And I never regret every minute of it .

Sayang , maybe the starting of this week for me is quite rough .
But what can I do kan sayang ?
I would need to just forget about it and move on .
It happened 3 years ago . I should just let it go .
Da la , I da malas nak asyik bobal pasal pompan lain .
Uat marah je uatpe kan ?

Sayang , you okay tak kat dalam ?
Masih exercise lagi tak ?
Jangan la stop , please ?
Nanti you keluar badan lawaaa !
Then you'll be my CAPTAIN AMERICA ! Hehe (:

Baru je 5 months passed eh sayang ?
Bila you takde , jam jalan really really slow .
Bila la you dapat keluar eh sayang ?
Hais . . . Tetap I sanggup tunggu .
Kalau you keluar and you do it again ,
it really shows that you don't love me at all !

I feel like shouting , screaming .
But what for ? It happened .
There is no use of me nagging at you anymore .
I cared , I loved and I sacrificed .
Why did you still do it ?

Tapi tetap ,
I CINTAKAN YOU .

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