♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

HAPPY 5 YEARS 9 MONTHS SAYAAAAAAAANG ! Sayang , do you realise that our relationship is going to reach 6 years soon ? And it seems like it was just yesterday we met at ECP . Did you ever think that we are going to even last this long ? I guess I already found my jodoh when I was only 13 . Are you really mine sayang ? After you keluar, what are you plan for us ? What are you going to do to make sure that we are never separated ? Are you going to ruin it again by going into prison ? Or are you going to marry me one day ? Marrying is a HUGE sacrifice tau sayang . I really would want to marry you . But what about you ? Are you even ready ? Think about it . Love you !

MY FIRST PAPER IS DONEEE ! And you know what ? It was quite managable !!! I simply love that paper . Well, as always, I wore the CINO bracelet and your necklace for luck . I kissed the ring on your necklace before I do the paper . And I guess your luck gave me luck . Hehe . My next paper is in 4 more days . And it is my HATEST SUBJECT - Pharmacology . For today, I'm just going to rest for awhile and start studying tomorrow. Otak boleh pecah sey sayang . Love you .

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY . I know we are not suppose to celebrate it . But hey , I celebrate it as today is like the day of LOVE . And my love is YOU of course . But sadly another year came and we never once celebrate Valentines day . Do you realise we always quarrel on Valentines Day ? Do you ? I wonder . . . My exam is tomorrow . I have GOT TO STUDY ! Love you !

STUDY STUDY STUDYYY ! My paper is in 2 more days and all I need to do was only studying . Right now I feel so insecure not studying . I need some rest . Been studying even in Malaysia I studied . I really hope I can pass this paper . I wouldn't want to repeat at all ! Anyway, I was suppose to visit you tomorrow . But your mum wanted me to push it to 22nd . Valentines day ruin. ): But takpe la. You pun da nak keluar . Miss you LOADS!

I am back from Malaysia sayaaang ! Hehehe . I would love to talk all about it here . But TOO MUCH TO TYPE ! So I made a video every day to tell you what I did . I'll show you when you da keluar kay ? Hehe . Love you !

Sayang , I just left the link centre . In the bus on my way to school now . I was quite disappointed knowing that I'm late and I only get 20 minutes with you . We would still be talking right now . But hey , you are coming out in 18 days sayang . Sayang , I can see you are much sensitive now . Even before you tell me sayang . You love me , that is why . Yes sayang , I did change . I'm grown up now . Quite without you . But listen , even if I change , my love for you never change . I still love you since you said you love me . I still love you even after knowing you lied to me . So what makes you think that I would stop loving you ? I will never . I JUST CAN'T UNLOVE YOU . I can't . I love you more everyday . Believe me sayang . I mean what I said . I really do love you so much . Muuuaah !

Today's paper was alright . Kinda difficult for NSL . But NS4 is alright . So now I'm going to concentrate on my exams ! Going to Malaysia tomorrow . Gonna pack up soon . Sayang , I'm visiting you tomorrow ! Can't wait ! Sorry sayang , nothing much to say today . Love you !

School ends early todayyy ! Went straight home . Now I'm studying for tomorrow's test !!! I have not much confidence in this . URGHHH . I don't want to repeat this module please . Urgh . I have to study . Love youuu !

Hey sayang ! I got your letter today ! My dad and Aqilah went down to check the mailbox . The Aqilah ceritakan I macam gini : "Kakak , just now when ayah open the mailbox , I saw abang man letter . Then I take and say , "YAY THIS LETTER !" . Then ayah say , "What letter is that ?" Then I say , "Cannot tell ."" Cute sangat la si kecik tu ! Sayang , by tomorrow , I da boleh countdown to your release with my fingers and toes ! Hehe . 20 more days left ! CAN'T WAIT ! I'm in the middle of studying just now . But I just have to write you something . I'm not as stress as I was two weeks ago . I'm alright and better now . I just hope I won't flunk my exams . Hais . . . Love you !

SAYANG GUESS WHAT ?! I GOT AN A+ FOR MY PRACTICAL TEST !!! A+ !!! I cannot believe it ! I CANNOTTTTT ! Hehe (: Tak sia2 uat model semua for the test . OMGGG ! I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE IT ! I am finally done with all my assignments ! PHEW ! So now that are left is one more test and 2 EXAM papers . AND I'M DONE WITH YEAR 2 ! Enough good news from me . Hehe (: Then after that proceed to my attachment . . . ALAHAIIIS . Haha ! Would be IMH and KK . So sayang , ape lagi ? Fetch I everyday ah ! Hehehe ! Can tak ? Takle takpe . . . Love you !

SAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG ! I WENT TO PIZZA HUT TODAY ! Hehehehehe ! MY dad and I da start talking ! Yay ! Alamak , I just remembered I'm going to eat pizza again tomorrow . ALAAAAA . Nanti gemok pizza ! OMG OMG OMG ! SAYANG ! Semenjak you da nak keluar , I asyik makaaaaaan je . I'm putting on weighttt ! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH ! Okay , I''m hyper right now because , I DA HABIS ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS ! Hehe ! Oh and sayang , I'm seeing you in 5 more days . Then after that visit , I'm going to A&F and buy your shirt . Hopefully you like it . Then probably I'll visit you on the 12th or 13th to give you the shirt . CAN'T WAIT ! LOOOOOOOOOOVE YOUUUUUU !

Hey sayaaang . Guess how many days I've lived without holding you ? 350 DAYS ! Can you even believe it ? Stayed home the whole day today . I was doing my ELAHA . But I got bored and played The Sims . Tapi terus the Sims yang main I balik . Haha ! I tertidur depan laptop I . Hakim tadi tiba2 message I yang friendship I, Zaim dengan dia da masuk 10 tahun . So diorang nak celebrate by baking a nutella cake at my house ! Haha ! Diorang da datang gila diorang . But it will be after exam la . It's so sweet of them . Confirm kite semua have fun ! LOL . I'm going to continue with another 350 words for my ELAHA assignment . But I'm going to end this day with a question . Sayang , if both of us have no choice but only one can live , what would you do ? Kill yourself and let me suffer alone ? OR kill me ? Sorry . I was watching The Hunger Game just now . Hehe . Answer kay ? Love you .

Hello sayangku . I'm relaxing for today . Went to school for 2 hours lesson and went straight to town . I went A&F , Topman , Paul Smith , H&M and Cotton On . THERE ISN'T THE BAJU YOU WANTED !!! So I think I'll ask you again . I'll give you the baju at least 10 days before you released okay ? Because I need to ask you what kind of baju you want instead of 3/4 sleeve . So anyway sayang , today da 1st February . Remember February 2012 ? My worst month of 2012 . We fight almost everyday ! And when we decided to just forgive each other , the next day you were gone . You don't know how much it hurts everytime I think of it . And it's a lie if that kind of thought doesn't kill me . When you keluar , I don't know what to do . I don't even know what to say . But I know one thing for sure , I'll be there when you need me there . I love you .

I baru sampai rumah from school . My test was 6-8pm . AND I TAK ADE CONFIDENCE FOR THAT PAPER !!! AHHHHHH ! I padahal belajar sey ! I think I just didn't study enough . It's like everything I studied just wanish form my head ! Sayang , I keep on repeating this song , "You don't know me" "You think you know me, but you don't know me You think you own me, but you can't control me You look at me and there's just one thing that you see So listen to me... Listen to me!" You used to be so mean to me . When I was the one who love you the most , you keep on bringing me down . But right now when you realise you're deep in love with me , I'm in control of myself . I'm stronger now . I can live for 1 year without you . I survived . But read the other part of the lyrics : "And the longer that you stay The ice is melting And the pain feels okay It feels okay Hey..." Even if I'm in control . Even if I le...

Hey sayang . I'm still not talking to my dad . HAis . It's because of I taknak siapkan Aqilah . I bukan taknak siapkan sey ! I sendiri kalau tak siap , I lambat . Si Fatin lak tak tahu nak bangun . Mentang2 I ni kakak , I have to do everything ah ? Even if I fail my course , they don't care ah ? Bingit gila tau that morning . He ruin my whole day ! Sayang , I'm starting to miss your calls again . I know you'll be out soon . But I just can't wait to look at the phone and see you calling me . All our midnight calls is going to happen soon . And if you tidur cepat , I DENDA YOU ! HMPH ! Love you . MMMUAH !

Well , today presentation went really good . Better than expected . The teacher find my presentation unique . Hehe . Yay ! So now , I'm going on to revising for ELAHA test . Oh , I belum bagi you my schedule this week ! Monday : Practical test Tuesday : Pharmacology Presentation Wednesday : ELAHA test (tomorrow!) Thursday : NS3 test !!! Friday : RELAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAX ! I cannot wait for Friday to come . AHHHHHHHHHH ! Love you !

I PASSED MY PRACTICAL TEST ! TEACHER SAID I DID SO WELL ! Omg , omg OMG ! Hehe (: I really did so much for the practical test to be flawless . And I did ! I bring a huge model to school and make sure that I had enough practice . Do you know before the practical test , I imagine you calling me saying : "Sayang , I know you can do this . You can do it . Trust me ." AND I DID IT ! Hehe (: So right now I have to concentrate on my presentation tomorrow . I'm not doing anything much for it tomorrow . Just hope that the teacher would at least pass us . WISH ME LUCK ! (:

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY SAYAAAAAAANG ! Remember last year's birthday celebration ? It was so much fun ! And remember the present I gave to you ? Oh , yeah , I forgot , you sold it . HMPH ! But anyway , today I celebrate your birthday by going SHOPPING for myself . Hehe ! I bought Dr. Martens SHOES !!! Hehe (: Tu je I beli . HAHAHAHA ! Sayang !!! I get back all our stuffs from my old laptop !!! EVERYTHING IS INSIDE ! OMG . Gambar2 you semua kat dalam . And also the first photo that I see of you ! OMG , I am so so happy !!! You nye pink pun ade . -.- Nanti you da keluar , we look at it kay ? Sayang , you're 25 , what do you want to do with your life now ?

I got my money todaaaaaay ! Hehe (: Okay da da . Today I spent all my time at home doing my project for Monday ! I NEED A HIGH SCORE FOR MY PRACTICAL TEST ! And if I have to spent all my day and night doing this , I would . I wish you could see my model for the practical test . It really work sey ! Anyway , I would be going to Queensway to buy my brother's present . And also to SimLim Square to repair my laptop . So right now I am going to continue with my project model ! Urgh . Love you !

Sayaaaaaaang ! I visited you today ! Hehe (: I was late for school . But like I say , you are my FIRST PRIORITY . You lagi boleh tanya I betul ke tak eh ? Sayang today was really very funny . I love it when we are like that . We are like before again . Like we were on the phone . And yes sayang , I am very embarrassed . You suke eh buat I camtu . Hmph . But that makes me feel our lovelife once again . Our morning schedule , will it be the same again ? "It will come naturally ." That is what you said . But what if I really don't want to . Will you be angry or will you respect me ? Honestly sayang , I miss it too . But I don't want you to do it again . You're already on the right track . And I wouldn't want to ruin that . Sayang , I GOT AN 'A' FOR MY PRESENTATION . ALHAMDULILLAH ! I am really proud . I told you that you are my good luck charm ! I know that visiting you would give me some luck ! I still have a lot of things to ...