Day 161
Hello sayangku !
Another week , another day without you .
Hais , sensara betul rasanye .
I know how you feel inside too sayang .
The boring year of you life right ?
It hurts so much not knowing what I'm doing right this moment right ?
I cried yesterday night before I sleep .
I cried so hard knowing that I can never hear your voice before I sleep for another few months .
Few more months is too long sayang . It's 7 more months .
It feels like 7 more years to come .
My birthday is in 2 weeks sayang .
What's a meaning of my birthday if I can't celebrate with the one I love ?
I'm turning 19 soon sayang .
Do you remember the year when you were 19 years old ?
That was when we first met each other .
And now 5 years has passed and it's my turn to feel how it feels like to be 19 .
It's the last and final year of being a teenager .
You had your fun during your teen days .
You went all out and tried everything . And I meant everything bad .
But I'm still here studying trying to get a diploma .
I guess I just want a bright future for us .
Maybe I'll have as much fun when we get married ? Hehe (:
Sayang , many of my friends only reached 4 years relationship .
And they say they are getting bored with it .
But they are not finding a new one because they don't want to start everything over again .
Do you remember you think that way ?
You said if we were to ever break up officially ,
you will never find a new one because you are tired of finding a new love .
Have you ever got bored with me sayang ?
Don't say about dulu2 . I want to know about recently .
When we fought , when you shouted at me and when you start using vulgarities ,
is it because I'm boring you ?
Honestly , I never find my life with you anyway boring .
Every single time we did something to spice up our love life .
We went out for shopping , picnic , movie , sightseeing .
Other than that we always do a roleplay of each other pretending that we don't know each other .
And you know what happened next . Hehe (:
Every is so much fun with you .
I can never find someone like you .
Trust me .
I CINTAKAN YOU SELAMANYA .
Another week , another day without you .
Hais , sensara betul rasanye .
I know how you feel inside too sayang .
The boring year of you life right ?
It hurts so much not knowing what I'm doing right this moment right ?
I cried yesterday night before I sleep .
I cried so hard knowing that I can never hear your voice before I sleep for another few months .
Few more months is too long sayang . It's 7 more months .
It feels like 7 more years to come .
My birthday is in 2 weeks sayang .
What's a meaning of my birthday if I can't celebrate with the one I love ?
I'm turning 19 soon sayang .
Do you remember the year when you were 19 years old ?
That was when we first met each other .
And now 5 years has passed and it's my turn to feel how it feels like to be 19 .
It's the last and final year of being a teenager .
You had your fun during your teen days .
You went all out and tried everything . And I meant everything bad .
But I'm still here studying trying to get a diploma .
I guess I just want a bright future for us .
Maybe I'll have as much fun when we get married ? Hehe (:
Sayang , many of my friends only reached 4 years relationship .
And they say they are getting bored with it .
But they are not finding a new one because they don't want to start everything over again .
Do you remember you think that way ?
You said if we were to ever break up officially ,
you will never find a new one because you are tired of finding a new love .
Have you ever got bored with me sayang ?
Don't say about dulu2 . I want to know about recently .
When we fought , when you shouted at me and when you start using vulgarities ,
is it because I'm boring you ?
Honestly , I never find my life with you anyway boring .
Every single time we did something to spice up our love life .
We went out for shopping , picnic , movie , sightseeing .
Other than that we always do a roleplay of each other pretending that we don't know each other .
And you know what happened next . Hehe (:
Every is so much fun with you .
I can never find someone like you .
Trust me .
I CINTAKAN YOU SELAMANYA .
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