Day 145

Hello sayangku !
I just came back from sending my auntie home with my brother .
Today we celebrated my cousins birthday .
Same as all birthdays actually . So tak payah nak ceritakan eh ?

Tomorrow my family might be going Marina Bay Sands for fun .
Just planning . I'm not sure whether is it confirm or not .

I'm seeing you in 3 days sayang !
I'll might be late for class .
But it's alright . Again , you are my first priority .

Sayang , will I get to see my new Hilman when you are out ?
Or will I still see the same Hilman ?
I just want the same you but without the bad side of you .
I taknak you to be in again just because of something stupid you did .
You can throw that side of you away . You CAN .
And I will always help you .

Sayang , I'm afraid .
I'm afraid that your love for me will fade .
Why am I thinking about this all the time ?
I'm really afraid that once you are out , you will leave me .
I know you wrote in all the letters that you love me and all .
I know it's true . And I know you are telling me the truth .
But why am I feeling like this right now ?

I love you . My love will never fade .
In fact , it's getting stronger every single day .

Every promises you made , you broke it .
You lied , you betrayed and you cheated on me .
But there is one promise that has not yet broken .
And that promise is that you will never leave me .
I'm afraid that promise will be broken too one day .
Will you ?

I Cintakan You .