Day 154

Hello sayangku yang ku amat sayang !
Today is another week starting without you .
Hmmm , what should I talk about eh sayang ?

I am hungry sey sayang ! I cuba makan tapi sakit !
My nenek pulak da malas nak uat bubur untuk I .
So I ate so little .
Kat read on the internet and they say that the pain will go away in at least a week or so .
I want to eat my dengdeng ! I semalam beli dapat makan sikit je .
Kalau tak kunya tak rasa sedap sey sayang .
Hopefully I dapat makan soon ! Hais . . .

Sayang , this morning I was thinking about the day I get to know you jual iPod touch tu .
Remember about the fight we had ?
Sayang , tell me why I didn't leave you at that moment ?
Tell me why I am still with you even when you didn't appreciate the things I bought for you ?
And lastly tell me why you even tergamak nak jual benda tu ?
I hate thinking about this . It really makes me so angry .
I didn't eat because I wanted to buy that for you .
Itu pun you tak pikir eh sayang ?
Remember when I ask you to look at me and say you love me ?
You can't even do something so simple as that . Why sayang ? Why ?
I am still wondering why is it so hard for you to say that .
And even when that happened , I'm still here waiting for you .
Am I a fool ? I don't think so . The reason is obvious . Very obvious .

Sayang , you ingat tak kite dulu baru2 became a couple ?
Then there is this one time I called you . I remembered it clearly .

You said : Ni siapa ?
I : Matair you lah .
You : Siapa lah ?
I : Fiqah lah !

I think we were already at least 2 months together .
You that time ade pompan lain eh ? Hmph !
Haha ! Kelakar la bila ingat those days .
It was when I was so in love and I'm afraid to let you go .
So I listen to every word you say because I was afraid of you .
Why did you even take advantage of me eh ?
I guess you da memang macam gitu dulu .
So when you fall for me too , I decided to do the same .
Hehe (: But whatever it is , my love for you is still strong .

I CINTAKAN YOU , ALWAYS .

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