Day 160

Sayang , today I listened to a very sad song .
The song is titled "Janjiku" by Sofaz .
It makes me cry .
I think that songs is literally for me .

"Berulang kali ku mencuba memujuk dirimu cuba menjernihkan
Pertelingkahan antara kita berdua
Kau hilang dan terus membisu beginikah cara kau menghukum aku
Atas kesilapanku menduakan dirimu
Maafkan aku"

I was angry .
I never trusted you about those girls .
Even how many times you tried to pujuk me , I will still think about them .
You cheated on me . Not once , not twice , but a lot of times .
But why did you still stay with me ?

"Tak terlintas difikiranku melukai kamu permainkan cinta
Yang telah kau berikan sepenuhnya padaku
Tiada dua atau tiga pengganti dirimu pada kau yang satu
Ku abadikan cinta selamanya
Hanya padamu kekasihku"

I gave all my love to you .
None of my love was left for me . I did everything for you .
You said I'm the only one you love , I'm the only one in your heart .
But why do I keep on hearing about you and other girls ?
Maybe you didn't mean to hurt me .
But you did .


"Bukakanlah pintu hatimu
Izinkan aku kembali padamu
Ku sesalkan perbuatan ku ini
Tak akan berulang lagi ku janji
Terimalah ku kembali kasih"

You said too many times that you menyesal .
But why do you keep on doing it ?
The only way for you to really regret on something is when you lose someone you love .
Do you really want that ?

"Biarpun ribut melanda namun tetap aku berdiri menunggu
Agar terbukti janjiku padamu
Tidakkah terdetik hatimu untuk memaafkan kesalahan aku
Berikan peluang sekali lagi
Hanya ku pinta"



I will always be for you and only for you .
Even if there's too much hurt and lies , I will still love you .
No matter how bad the situation is , I will still come back to you .
I love you so much sayang .

Anyway , your mum just texted me to change the visit date to 7th of August .
Baru tak sabar nak jumpa you on 2nd of August .
But it's okay .
I will still get to see you . I cuma tak sabar nak tunjuk you braces I . Hehe (:
I miss you so much sayang .
Memang it hurts thinking about you with those other girls that you were contacting with dulu2 .
But I know your love will always be for me .
And you know that my love will always and forever be for you .

I CINTAKAN YOU .

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