Day 138
Sayang guess what time it is right now ?
It's 4:06AM ! And I am still up .
I need to wake up at 8 tomorrow to siap2kan Aqilah for tuition .
But I am still here on the computer watching a TV series .
Hehe (:
Sayang , yesterday I was up late doing my assignment .
And the silence is killing me .
I still remember that I used to wake you up in the middle of the night to accompany me .
And you will be snoring on the phone fast asleep .
And I would be shouting at you .
Haha !
I miss those days sayang .
Yesterday I really can't concentrate on my work with all the silence around me .
I look at the phone and I know that I can't call anyone at that time .
I miss hearing your sleepy voice telling me to go to sleep .
Don't you miss my voice too sayang ?
Every night before I go to sleep ,
I'll look at all our pictures and remembering back what was happening when I took that picture .
Some make me laugh and some bring me to tears .
Sayang , do you know that when there is nothing going on in my mind,
I would literally say out your name a lot of times until I have something to do .
I would be walking at the street alone and saying to myself like this ,
"Hilman, Hilman, Hilman, Hilman . . . . . ."
It has become a habit . I don't know why .
And when I'm alone in my room starring out the window, I'll say to myself ,
"Sayang , why do you have to leave me like this ?"
I may sound crazy , but I really can't get you out of my head even for a second .
Just now I asked my dad when did my youngest Auntie get married .
And he said was about 3 years ago .
I was shocked ! I thought she married at about a year ago .
That made me feel that 7 more months without you might be painful .
But I know it will go on fast if I get busy .
Anyway sayang , I'm planning to go on a trip with my school this September .
Are you going to let me go sayang ?
It will be at Cambodia . Tell me whether should I go or not okay sayang ?
Sayang , do you miss me ?
Do you remember me as well as I remember you ?
Your smile , your laughter , your cries , your anger , your stupidity and your love I will always hold close to me .
Because I'll do anything but I'll NEVER forget about you sayang .
I CINTAKAN YOU .
I would use "I Love You" .
But "Love" are used too much for family and friends .
It just basically means "I care for you ."
So . . .
Cinta is much more deeper for me .
And cinta I terhadap you takkan pudar .
Hee (: Sorry , I copy ape you kate .
It's 4:06AM ! And I am still up .
I need to wake up at 8 tomorrow to siap2kan Aqilah for tuition .
But I am still here on the computer watching a TV series .
Hehe (:
Sayang , yesterday I was up late doing my assignment .
And the silence is killing me .
I still remember that I used to wake you up in the middle of the night to accompany me .
And you will be snoring on the phone fast asleep .
And I would be shouting at you .
Haha !
I miss those days sayang .
Yesterday I really can't concentrate on my work with all the silence around me .
I look at the phone and I know that I can't call anyone at that time .
I miss hearing your sleepy voice telling me to go to sleep .
Don't you miss my voice too sayang ?
Every night before I go to sleep ,
I'll look at all our pictures and remembering back what was happening when I took that picture .
Some make me laugh and some bring me to tears .
Sayang , do you know that when there is nothing going on in my mind,
I would literally say out your name a lot of times until I have something to do .
I would be walking at the street alone and saying to myself like this ,
"Hilman, Hilman, Hilman, Hilman . . . . . ."
It has become a habit . I don't know why .
And when I'm alone in my room starring out the window, I'll say to myself ,
"Sayang , why do you have to leave me like this ?"
I may sound crazy , but I really can't get you out of my head even for a second .
Just now I asked my dad when did my youngest Auntie get married .
And he said was about 3 years ago .
I was shocked ! I thought she married at about a year ago .
That made me feel that 7 more months without you might be painful .
But I know it will go on fast if I get busy .
Anyway sayang , I'm planning to go on a trip with my school this September .
Are you going to let me go sayang ?
It will be at Cambodia . Tell me whether should I go or not okay sayang ?
Sayang , do you miss me ?
Do you remember me as well as I remember you ?
Your smile , your laughter , your cries , your anger , your stupidity and your love I will always hold close to me .
Because I'll do anything but I'll NEVER forget about you sayang .
I CINTAKAN YOU .
I would use "I Love You" .
But "Love" are used too much for family and friends .
It just basically means "I care for you ."
So . . .
Cinta is much more deeper for me .
And cinta I terhadap you takkan pudar .
Hee (: Sorry , I copy ape you kate .
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