Amazing Night
We broke up on the 13th March .
We broke up about the same thing again and again .
But last night was amazing .
I promised myself that that was going to be the final break up .
And I will never see him ever again .
My heart yearned for him . My skin crave for him .
I can't live without him . I knew that all along .
But every single time I think about what he did to me , I would hate him so much .
But just that night , I remove all my hate towards him .
I forget everything he did to me .
I kept aside all my memories of him hurting me .
Just that night I want him so badly .
I texted him :
Don't sleep tonight . I need your help . Please ?
He was worried and wanting to know what was happening .
I wanted to surprise him .
That was just a little prank for him to not sleep yet .
I went out at 11pm .
I reached his house at 11:45pm
I texted him :
Are you still awake ?
He replied :
Yes , can you please tell me was is wrong ? You are making me worried
I replied :
I need you right here beside me .
He replied :
Where are you ?
I sat outside his house .
He went out after I told him where I was .
We smoked and that was all .
Just small talks .
I don't know what to do to make him hug me .
I feel like just tearing off his clothes right there .
We said nothing much .
About almost an hour later , he held my hand and bring me into the house .
He whispered :
Go into my room .
I said :
What for ?
He whispered :
Just go please .
I knew what was coming .
But I did not resist .
I didn't show that I wanted it .
But man , I wanted it so badly .
We made love that night .
The most incredible night .
We broke up about the same thing again and again .
But last night was amazing .
I promised myself that that was going to be the final break up .
And I will never see him ever again .
My heart yearned for him . My skin crave for him .
I can't live without him . I knew that all along .
But every single time I think about what he did to me , I would hate him so much .
But just that night , I remove all my hate towards him .
I forget everything he did to me .
I kept aside all my memories of him hurting me .
Just that night I want him so badly .
I texted him :
Don't sleep tonight . I need your help . Please ?
He was worried and wanting to know what was happening .
I wanted to surprise him .
That was just a little prank for him to not sleep yet .
I went out at 11pm .
I reached his house at 11:45pm
I texted him :
Are you still awake ?
He replied :
Yes , can you please tell me was is wrong ? You are making me worried
I replied :
I need you right here beside me .
He replied :
Where are you ?
I sat outside his house .
He went out after I told him where I was .
We smoked and that was all .
Just small talks .
I don't know what to do to make him hug me .
I feel like just tearing off his clothes right there .
We said nothing much .
About almost an hour later , he held my hand and bring me into the house .
He whispered :
Go into my room .
I said :
What for ?
He whispered :
Just go please .
I knew what was coming .
But I did not resist .
I didn't show that I wanted it .
But man , I wanted it so badly .
He pulled me closer to him slowly on the bed .
We started kissing softly .
Everything was very innocent .
The way he caress me on my face and on my lips .
The way he softly kisses me on my lips .
The way he hold my body up and grab me .
The way he touches me everywhere feels amazing .
He looked at me in the eye and say he loves me .
I couldn't say anything . I was tearing up .
We made love that night .
The most incredible night .
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