Day 137

Hey sayang .
I hate my dream today .
I dream about Apiz .
Trust me , I HATE having that dream .
Semalam dream da la best best .
Sebok ah die .

Anyway sayang , I received a letter from prison today .
And I don't like that letter at all .
It said that you are unsuitable for that programme .
You are not able to get out by August .
And I have to wait another 7 more months to hold you again .
Sayang , why are you not suitable ?
Didn't you behave inside ?
Receiving that letter change my entire mood of today .
I was extra sad . I stayed in my room for a long time .
I feel like tearing up the letter .
But I have to show that letter to your mum .

Sayang , why do our lives become like this ?
Whatever happen to you , happen to me too sayang .
I know I kat luar is different .
But no sayang . You don't know how much I love you .

I will never get tired of saying that sayang .
I love you . I love you . I love you .

I . L . O . V . E . Y . O . U .

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