Day 155

SAYAAAAANG !
Before I say anything ! I want to tell you something before I forget !
I was going home from rumah cousin I tadi .
I was sitting at the busstop .
Then there is this one malay mat walking slowly at me and sat beside me .
There are a lot of empty seats beside me but he sat beside me .
HE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE YOU SAYANG !
The badan kurus , tattoo shading almost like yours ,
the bermudas black colour , baju pattern2 macam you suka
and he was wearing a cap .
I SWEAR I THOUGHT IT WAS YOU !
He literally sat beside me tau sayang !
Ade orang tua duduk like on the same seat as me but quite a distance .
Then he stood there and squeeze in the middle .
That is when I look at the tattoo and I was so shock !
It was ALMOST like yours !
When he took the bus 51 , I get a good look at him , it wasn't you .
But when he sat down , I can see from the corner of my eye ,
he was looking at me .
And when the bus drove past , he was looking DIRECTLY at me .
It was SO obvious !

Sayang , was I dreaming ?
Was it because I miss you so much that I started seeing you around ?!
Was that you sayang ?
I mean REALLY . Why did that guy behave like that ?
He's like wanting my attention secretly .
I should have taken his photo or something .
I can never believe what I saw !

And after that when I alighted the bus , there was this orang cina tua .
He was looking at my body . It was really obvious !
I was so scared when he alight the same stop as me and followed me .
I straight call Abang Hidir to teman me . And if anything happen , I told him to call the police .
Bila I da sampai lift , that man looks at me from far .
I was so scared sayang !

I need you to be here with me to feel safe .
I don't feel safe at all when you are not here .
Not even a bit !
Your abang will be out by December .
What about you ? You yourself don't know .
And he has gotten the program too !
Why didn't you get it too ?
I'm scared there will be more that was unresolved .
I will doakan yang you akan keluar soon okay sayang ? Insyallah !

I CINTAKAN YOU SO MUCH !

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