our love going to ... ?

ingat tk hari ni?
i ngan eu gdoh?
da one week kiter gadoh.
and it is so not because of me!
never because of me!
eu suka uat joke yang menyakitkn hati i!
i sabar eu.
yela. eu smua betul i smua salah pe.
i tawu eu perfect... tk ya bilangg.
nothing i do is ever right!
i hate myself.
when eu kater i salah,
i will just hurt myself psl eu nye hati sakit psl i pe.
i always thaught liddat.
i tried to be like eu.
tk kesah psl i; never want to confess u are wrong.; and never LOVE me.
i noe you've been lying to me all this while.
i noe we are nearly one year.
kalao eu masih ngn i psl janji kiter tu uat per?
means eu tk ikhlas ngn i kan?
am i stupid?!

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