Day 190

Sayaaang ! Finally today I love my attachment . HAHA !
Baru second day sey . I will never know how it will be sooner or later .

Sayang , today I dreamed about you .
My dream hurts so bad .
We were having so much fun and then suddenly you decided to leave me .
I cried . I salam your mum and decided to go straight home .
You nak hantar I but I tolak you away .
Few days later was my exam .
While I was having exam I told you to walk pass my exam hall .
I saw you walking pass so I chased after you .
Then you said you weren't waiting for me at all !
You terus tinggalkan I kat sana .
I was crying so so badly .
I look through your facebook face and you that time da kaya .
And you terus lupakan I . You lupakan I macam gitu aje .
When I woke up , I felt tears in my eyes .
I was literally crying while dreaming about that !
It feels so real sayang .
Will it ever come true ?

So today I started talking with the ITE students .
They are so gerek ! I don't know how would I survive without them .
My patients are all so cute sayang . Like really really cute ! Hehe .

I met Shan after attachment . I miss her so much .
Just lepak skejap je kat Bishan to catch up on things and straight home .

Every night feels so quiet without you around . I miss you !

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