Day 171

Hello sayangku !
Today I kemas rumah sayang .
Just kat luar aje . Nothing much .

Anyway sayang , this morning bila I sahur , my parents tiba2 start la diorang nye angin .
I was the one who kena marah the most .
Fatin dengan abang I terus masuk bilik .
I kat luar nga makan sahur so I yang kene .
I cried while eating . I keep on getting this and I am sick of it !
After eating , I stared out the kitchen window thinking about you .
I'm fragile , I'm emotionally weak .
If something were to just hit me emotionally , I'll just have a breakdown .

You are not here anymore to make me feel better .
I cried even more thinking about it .
And if reading this make you think that I'm immature , think again .
I need you to be here . You are my life .
You are gone now .
If you think I keep on crying for you is stupid , means you never understood me .

Da la . I asyik pikir yang you kate I macam budak kecik kat surat .
It really makes me quite mad .
Hais . . .

Good night .

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