Day 189 (Eighth Letter)



Sayaaang !
I received your 8th letter TODAY !
I had a huge hunch that your letter is in my mailbox .
AND THERE IT WAS ! Hehe (:
I read that letter on my way to attachment and it made me laugh in the train .
Orang tengok I macam I orang gila pulak .
So now , let me reply to that letter first .

Sayang , right now I'm quite sick not that sihat . My attachment is going just fine . I just hope tomorrow I tak pengsan sudah . Thank you sayang for the birthday wish ! YOU KATE I MAKIN TUA ?! You tu LAAAGI tua dari I  Hmph ! Naseb you kate I cute , kalau tak . . . . . . (: Sayang , I da maafkan you sayang . Really . Even if I can't forget but I do forgive you sayang . Sayang . . . I'm sorry to tell you , but kuih tart chocolate da habis . Diorang semua serbu tu benda je ! Sayang , PROMISE me that next year you WILL celebrate the first day of raya with me ! Promise me . Sayang , I sangat cintakan you jugak sayang . I need you every single day . I don't feel safe without you . I tahu I shouldn't go home late at night . I'm sorry . I will take care of myself okay sayang . Yang orang2 yang tak betul tu semua memang menyeramkan . I WILL be EXTRA careful sayang . 6 BULAN CEPAT ?!!! CEPAT YOU KATA ?!!! WITHOUT YOU , IT IS VERY VERY SLOW ! Sayang , you selalu suruh I solat . Bila you keluar , you janji I yang you akan solat jugak okay ?

Okay , now back to today .
I was at attachment just now .
And sometimes I feel like leaving this world . It hurts so bad without you sayang .
First day of attachment was tiring , sleeping and sick .
Kalau boleh for now I taknak attachment kat sini la sayang .
It's because whenever I'm going to SGH , I see the Cantonment building .
And it hurts so bad sayang !
I don't like crying on my own outside .
And for 3 weeks , I'll be crying everytime thinking about it .

It's obvious how much I love you sayang .

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