Day 174

Right now is after midnight ! (12:34am)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
I am officially 19 years old .
My last year of being a teenager .
I know I should be happy today , but something is always missing .
And that something is you .

I wish I can hear you wish me Happy Birthday right now .
Hais , ini pun boleh uat I nangis .
I just need to hear that sayang . I NEED to hear that .
I just have a feeling that you are wishing me right this moment .
I don't know why tonight I just feel close to you .

Anyway , today I bought my shoes from New Look .
As usual sayang , it is platform heels .
That is my birthday present from my parents .
And what about from you ? I tak dapat ape2 present ke ? Hehe (:
Just having you here right next beside me will be the greatest present ever !

Last year , my birthday was nothing .
This year , it is still nothing .
I won't be surprise if next year , you akan uat hal lagi on my birthday .
I don't think my birthday really mean anything to you right ?

I'm studying till Sahur .
It will be heartbreaking today .
But I know I'll get through it .

I CINTAKAN YOU .

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