Day 169 (Afternoon)

Sayang ! I'm in school right now !
It's almost 2 here .
I was thinking about what you said during the visit .

I was quite irritated when you say that I'm immature in the letters .
What do YOU want me to think about when you're inside ?
How can I think about happy things when you betrayed me ?
You lied to me . You cheated on me .
And yes , I forgive you . But did you think I can forget ?
No , I don't think I can .
Wait until I see you change and I will think about it .
And you know that you do not have to worry because I will always and forever be with you .

I'm quite mad with you right now .

Why did you say that I might have another guy ?
Why are you accusing me of such things ?
Almost 7 months pass and my love for you is as strong as ever .
I visit you every time I had a chance to .
I wrote letters to you every single day about my life .
I bought for you whatever you need while your time in there.
And you said that I have another guy in my life ?
Don't you see my love for you ?
Is it not obvious enough for you ?
I don't think that if I were to have another guy in my life will accept this .

I know you care so much for me .
I know you love me .
And okay , I will be extra cautious about Abang Hidir .
He's only a brother to me . Nothing more at all .

I'll be continuing my studies right now .
I'll right more before I sleep today .

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