Day 169 (Night)

I'm back again sayang .
Just now I went Swensens for buka with my two girlfriends .
Ernie and Dalila . They are the ones that put through with my nonsense in Year 2 .
Since I end school at 7pm just now , might as well eat kat luar kan ?
My test just now was easy Alhamdulillah .

Sayang , I'm sorry for making you worried most of the time in prison .
But that is how I always do when you are here with me .
I always tell you where I go , who am I with and what time I'll be home .
So I tell you everything in the letter .

Getting mad at you wasn't right at all .
Mesti lah you kat dalam pikir macam gitu .
And I tahu you kat dalam pun mengharap I kat luar tak main belakang you .
I understand your feelings and situation inside sayang .
You tak nampak , so not every words I say would be true .
But trust me when I say I love you and only you .

I nak you tutup mata sebelum tidur and picture me with you .
I want you to remember our happy days .
In your head , picture me and you holding hands and look each other in the eye .
Look at me and think to yourself , with my love this strong , will I ever cheat on you ?
My sacrifices are the only ones that is left to show my love to you for now .'

I love you sayang .
I TETAP AKAN CINTAKAN YOU .