Day 45

I did nothing today .
Totally nothing .
Looking at the computer . Staring at the computer .
Honestly , since you are gone , I have no life at all .

You are the colours of my life .
That is why I can't let go of you .
But when right now since I can't do anything , I just move on .
I need to continue my life sayang .

Seems like I'll be seeing you this coming Monday .
Confirm ! But unfortunately I won't be seeing you face-to-face .
See you soon !

Tell me why even if you did something so wrong , I'm still waiting for you ?
Tell me why even you lied to me so many times , I'm still missing you ?
Tell me why even if you da pijak kepale I , I tetap cinta and sayang sangat kat you ?

Lepas you keluar and if you still do this , what do you want me to do sayang ?
Do you still want me to be stupid and stay ?
Or will you just break me apart and tell me to leave you ?
Honestly sayang , I will still stay .
I want to guide you .
I want to be there for you .

I remembered the fights we had .
And you keep on running and running back to me .
That is what I will do .
Even if you push me away , I will keep on coming back to you .
I will still be there for you if you need me .

Trust me sayang . I'll be loving you forever .

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