Day 55

Sunday . . .
Well , family day as usual .
Wake up in the morning , hanter Aqilah to Montessori .
Then fetch my mum .
Then fetch Fatin .
Then fetch Aqilah .
Then go for breakfast .
Went to Ikea again today .
Bought some chairs for the living room aje .
Then home .

My room is 100% complete sayang .
FINALLY . Everything is in my room !
Tomorrow is school reopen .
And tomorrow is our 4 years 11 months .

It hurts so bad knowing I takle celebrate dengan you .
Sayang , it really hurts sayang .
Everytime I think about our day , I can't handle it but cry .
All I can do is cry . What can I do kan ?
I want you here . I need you here .
But I have no choice but endure this pain .
I miss you so much sayang .
Honestly , sometimes I wish I rather be dead then facing all this .
But I love you . I know I can do this .
Help me through this sayang .
Help me please .

I love you . So much .

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