Day 51

I don't know what to write anymore sayang .
I belum dapat surat you pun sayang .
Ape I nak kate ?
I miss you ? Da selalu kate .
I love you ? You pun da tahu how much I love you .
I have nothing new to say sayang .

My life have been so boring since you went in .
I'm still stoning thinking of you .
I wanna get busy with my life !
I nak masuk ape2 program just to make myself busy .
I'm going to try to lose some weight .
I'm going to study , study and study .
Once school reopen , I will concentrate on my study .
So that I won't be crying about you .

Even if I'm busy , you will always be in my heart .
I love you so much .

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