Day 60 (1st Letter)



I just received your letter sayang !
Let me reply that for you .

Waalaikumsalam Sayangku Hilman , <3
Right now my heart is in pain . But I okaylah . Kat luar sini macam biasa . Tapi lagi worse without you here with me . Gembira selalu ? Macam mane I nak happy without you ? I MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO ! I miss hugging and kissing you too ! I miss more than that ! I selalu doa untuk you too sayang . Thanks for all your prayers . Sayang , I da maafkan you . I memang da maafkan you . Memang you selalu lukakan hati I tapi I tetap cinta dan sayang sangat kat you . I will wait for you sayang . Of course I will wait for you ! Sayang , even if I solat dan doa agar I dapat teruskan hidup I ni without you , tetap susah sayang . I tetap akan rindu you . I tetap akan nangis hari2 . I really hope that you will be inside for at least 6 months because if longer than that , I tak tahu how I can survive anymore . Surprise eh ? Hmmm , taknak bilang ah . Until you bilang I true story pasal QQ & Angy baru I bilang . I'm quite disappointed reading the letter since you didn't answer my question about those girls . My heart will never be alright until you tell me who they really are . Tak habis2 novel melayu ! Kemaruk cinta ke ? Hehe (: Mestilah kan ? You kan cintakan I . Betul tak ? Kalau tak , you keluar je , you jumpa I kat bawah tanah Chua Chu Kang . Okay ? HAHAHAHA ! Love you too la sayang .

You've been lying to me all this while .
Should I believe that you love me ? Should I believe that you miss me ?
You janji so many things sayang . But you still hurt me .
But I keep my words .
I'll love you till my heart stops beating .

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