Day 54

Sayang , today all I did was played TheSims .
I da takde life lagi la .
You are my life .
And my life is in jail .

Sayang , do you remembered the day that you told me everything about your life ?
It was just few weeks after we go steady .
Do you remember it ?
You were texting me at first .
Then you said you were in a club "enjoying the scenery" .
And all I was thinking was you were dancing with other girls .
It was 5 years ago . I was young . I didn't know anything .
I got jealous and worried you were cheating on me . Were you ?
I still don't know .
But hey , it was 5 years ago . We are not serious yet right ?
And then that night we text each other .
And you told me every single thing that you did .
I cried that night . Why ? Because I care for you .
And we were like only few weeks together .
Sayang , I remembered that night so clearly sayang .
Even the first time we met on 25 May 2007 is still very clear in my head .

I cried so bad that night .
And now when I love you so much , how did you think I cry ?
How did you think I cry every night since you been gone ?
I cried worst then a baby sayang .
That is how I miss you .

Sayang , my love for you is still very strong .
But it will decrease everytime you lie to me .
Please sayang , stop lying .
Tell me the truth about everything .
Everything that I don't know about .
Please sayang , tell me .

I'll love you even if it hurts me .