Day 64

Sayang ! Badan I cramp2 sebab semalam exercise .
Uwek uwek ! Sakit !
But it's okay lah .
Kalau I tak rasa sakit , mana ade perubahan kan ?

I just finished watching Berita kat Suria .
And they talked about drugs .
They showed some people in Changi Prison .
And I was wondering whether one of them is you .
But it's hard to recognise since everyone BOTAK ! Hee (:
Your tattoo pun tak nampak .

Sayang , I tadi kat class I day dreaming .
I was thinking about the first time I got to know you .
I was thinking what if you and I never meet ?
What if you and I are not even together ?
How will our lives be ?
Will it be better or worse ?

But knowing you and loving you , I think my live would be worse without you .
Sayang , do you remember the day when we had our very first phone call ?
It lasted for more than 2 hours .
You were outside with your friends but still you chat with me on the phone .
I remember the laughs we had .
I still remember some of the things we talked about .

Sayang , why did we fall for each other ?
We were from two different worlds .
I find it hard to believe .
But when I fall in love with you , it was when everything is possible .

Be mine forever and always please sayang .
I can't bear being here without you .

I miss you so much .