Day 47

Sayang , before I say anything about what I did today ,
I want to tell you something .
Aqilah and I were nearly going to sleep yesterday .
Then Aqilah tiba2 tanye I .
"Kakak Fiqah , Abang Man go in jail because of what ?"
"Kakak cannot tell you la sayang . Is very bad ."
"Is very bad ? He kill someone eh ?"
"NOOO !"
"Then ? He fight with you ?"
"No sayang . When Abang Man da go out , he tell you okay ?"

Sayang , what should I tell her sayang ?
She is still small . What should I say to her ?
Maybe she never say . But I guess she misses you too .
Today bila dalam van , my dad drive past the playground we teman dia .
She then said to me ,
"Kakak Fiqah , itu playground yang you and Abang Man play with me kan ?"
Everytime she says your name , makes me shed a tear .
I miss you more than you can ever think .
Hopefully one day she will get to visit you .

Today as usual , I gi rumah Nyai I .
Then reach home @ around 10 plus .
After that cousin I datang .
Diorang ni pun baru lepas balik .

Sayang , be good inside okay ?
Insyallah you dapat keluar cepat .
Tapi walau ape pun , I tetap menunggu you kat sini .

Love you sayang .
Mmmmuah !