Day 56

HAPPY 4 YEARS 11 MONTHS SAYANG !
Another celebration of anniversary without you .
Sayang , it has been two months without you .
I'm still crying silently inside .
Only god knows how bad it feels like sayang .

I went to school today .
My 1st day of second year in school !
Hopefully the time will fly fast since I will be busy schooling .

Sayang , what about next month sayang ?
What about our real anniversary ?
What about our celebration of being together for 5 years ?

Sayang , yesterday after 12am , I can't sleep .
It was our 4 years 11 months anniversary .
How can I sleep sayang ?
I was looking through all my diaries about you .
And I saw this one thing I wrote to you .
"So what if we have been 16 months together ? I want it to be 5 years !"
And unfortunately you won't be with me on our anniversary .

Just now I pergi kedai bawah and the uncle ask about you .
Since dia da lama tak nampak you .
Then I kate you busy kerja .
And when I walked away , I started crying .

I'm still waiting for your letters .
Everyday I check my mailbox .
I wonder what you would say about the girls .
I miss you always .

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