Day 130

Before I tell you what I did today , I want to tell you about the dream I had .
After hantar Aqilah gi school this morning . I was watching pink before I sleep .
Shut up , don't laugh .
Then I fall asleep after that .
I dreamt about you .

Dream :

You are finally out . We were at paris . My family were all there . We were alone in room . You were like , "Jom?" But then my cousins disturbed us and your friend also came . He ajak kite keluar makan and you said okay . I badly miss you . I was quite mad when you agreed to go out and eat with your friends . I badly want to be with you alone . Then we left and suddenly we were singing on swings . We both fell and laughed . I look at you and cry . I miss you so much and we just can’t have one alone time together . When you kiss me , I woke up .

I looked at the time and it was 1:45pm .

I would rather go back to sleep and never wake up until you are out from prison .

Hais . . .

So sayaaang , today is VERY boring .

At home as usual . With my new boyfriend (my laptop) .

Played The Sims AS USUAL . I got so bored , I started finding for songs .

I was listening to Chris Brown's music . It's nice .

Most of the songs I feel like you're singing to me .

Because the songs are like our love story sayang .

I would give it to you once you're out .

Sayang , will your love for me change ?

Being inside prison for this long might make you think .

And I'm afraid you are thinking of leaving me for my own good .

Please please NEVER think that way okay ?

I know you will change . I will be there for you okay sayang ?

You leaving me is never good for me .

UNLESS you have some other girls outside .

I know Angy might be long ago .

But I don't know about her .

Tell me who is she to you please ?

She wrote some things in her blog about you .

Tell me , please .

Love you .

Till Death do us apart .