Day 127

Sayang , how are you sayang ?
Why do I feel like you're not alright inside ?
I wish I can call you and get to hear from you .
I know it's impossible .
I really wish I can .
I hope you are alright . ):

Sayang , semalam I booked to visit you on Friday , 6th July .
I need to see you every week ! But I know I can't sayang .
I can only visit you twice a month .
Tapi kalau I visit you every week , you jelak tak ?
I tahu mesti tak kan ? Sebab kita selalu jumpa hari2 .

Sayang , tadi petang prison called me .
I asked them about whether you would get tagging or not .
And they told me that they will get back to me soon .
I texted your brother yesterday , but there isn't any reply .
There isn't any reply from your mum as well .
I rasa prepaid low eh ?
Takpelah . I tunggu je lah .
Hopefully the prison will call me soon .
I need to know about it .

But what if they say that you will not get that program ?
You will be out on February 2013 .
I will have to wait for you for 8 more months !
Don't worry sayang , I will wait for you .
I just don't know whether I am able to handle or not .

Sayang , we have been together for 5 years .
Why does it feel like it was so fast ?
But right now , compare to just 1 year without you , it feels so slow .

Sayang , whenever I wake up , I just wish everything that is happening was just a dream .
I would wake up , look at the ceiling and then look at my phone .
Hoping that I would receive a message from you sayang : "Good morning Sayang !"
I know , it is sad sayang . And I know you feel the same way too .
But what can we do sayang ?
Allah da tentukan ni semua when you started taking it .
Every night kadang I nampak this one couple duduk kat bawah blok belakang rumah I .
And I will start remembering about the days we always lepak together at night .
I'll start crying too sayang . ):

Sayang , I reactivate your Facebook account for fun .
Hehe (: I reactivate sebab nak letak you dengan I relationship status as Married .
You yang choose tu dulu2 before you delete your account kan ?

Another without you tomorrow . Hais . . .
Anyway sayang , another reminder , who is Angy .
I want to know who is she .
I've been asking you since the first few letters but you didn't tell me .
Who is she sayang ? Tell me kay ?

Love you so much .

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