Day 105

Hello sayang .
15 weeks had passed and today is the starting of week 16 .
I just had my test just now .
And guess what ?!
It was easy ! Alhamdulillah I can do it !
I think about you the whole time before the exam .
I think it brought me luck . Hehe (:

Is our love that strong sayang ?
Is our love that strong that makes me so confident whenever I think of you ?

Sayang , I just read the days we started quarreling .
It was since 9th October 2011 . 9/10/11
We've been going on and off for 4 months !
FOUR MONTHS .
Sayang , honestly tell me , was it my fault that we quarrel ?
Was it my fault that I keep on asking for break ups ?

For 4 months you didn't change even when you promised me that you will .
I was dying every day because of our quarrels .
Didn't you realise it ? Didn't you realise that I'm getting weaker everyday ?
Because during those times I knew that we are going to really end one day .
And I wasn't ready for it .

I just need you to look at me and just pay attention to me .
That was all I need . But you changed .
You changed back to your old life .
See what it got yourself into ?

Remember the days where we were so happy ?
For 1 and the half year , nothing bad happened to you .
Remember that ?

I miss those times .
I miss the times where you change a lot for me .
I want those times back .

Please ?
Love you .