Day 126
Sayang , I have a lot to say about today .
So , maaf eh kalau panjang sangat .
Hee (:
I was so excited for today that I woke up so early .
But then I rasa sakit kat my jubs .
It literally felt like ade orang just put something inside there .
DON'T LAUGH EH !
Sakit seyyy !
I was so sure that I would go out at 12:30pm and arrive on time .
But then bus 45 came so late that I arrived there on the dot .
Luckily I am allowed to see you .
I was nervous .
I don't know why .
I was so nervous to see you .
There were like so many questions in my mind .
"What should I say ?"
"Should I surprise him or something ?"
"Should I ask about Angy ?"
I was really so anxious but excited .
While I was walking down the pathway to the place .
I remembered the first time I visited you .
I didn't talk much .
But I keep on starring at you .
I just don't know what to say .
Hmmm , when I see you , everything that I wanted to say just gone from my mind !
I forgot to say that Fatin said Hi and Aqilah says she miss you so much .
I did remember about Angy .
But we were too happy to even make me start asking you about her .
I don't want us to start a war in that small room .
So I'll ask you later in this letter .
You were so funny . I miss having that much fun with you .
You said I macam malu dengan you .
Well , I AM ! I don't know why !
Da lama I tak dengan you sorang2 .
But if I'm about to see you and feel you , I don't think I'll be that shy .
You ni ! Kate je da khatam ! Tapi perangai tetap same eh !
I da la pikir2 yang you keluar , you akan pakai songkok .
HAHAHAHAHA !
But seriously , I really thought you really throwing all your bad stuffs away .
Well , it seems now that not ALL are being thrown away .
You dengan you punye dreams stop it eh .
Check2 bukan dengan I . Blueckkk !
Who say I would nyanyikan you when you keluar nanti ?
I TAKNAAAK !!! La la la la la . . . . . .
Even if you force I pun I taknak .
Tapi kalau the other way around I NAK !
Hehe :DDD
Sayang , whatever I say inside is true sayang .
Holiday is nothing without you .
Maybe I did went out with my friends and all .
But did you think that I had complete fun with them ?
The answer is NO . I NEVER had complete fun since you were gone .
But when you're out , do you want more time with me ?
Or do you want to be with your friends again ?
If just for once you choose your friends over me , I'll leave and never come back .
I can promise you that .
I'm not threatening you . I just want to be with you .
I want to feel that I am so important to you that you will never let me go .
I want to feel that way again .
When you went in , I felt stupid .
I felt like I was betrayed and lied to by someone I love .
Someone that I love so much .
But I have no power on you , so you did whatever you want right ?
I'm not yet your wife . You want to enjoy right ?
See what those things had done to you .
Every single time I think about that , it always make me cry .
You told me not to cry .
How can I not cry ?
The love of my life is gone .
The one I shared my life with is gone .
And you want me to not cry ?
I know even you cry right ?
Tell me sayang , do you cry too ?
And if you do , about who and why did you cry ?
Sayang , I really don't want t leave you just now .
Even when the session is over , we took our own sweet time together inside .
I want to kiss you so bad .
I feel like breaking the glass . HAHA !
When you were out of sight , I started to cry again .
Why did you have to end up in there ?
Please please , don't do it again .
Anyway , for this whole week , I am going to ask you about Angy .
So that you won't forget to tell me about her .
Who is she sayang ? Who is Angy ?
Tell me please .
Love you sayang .
Love you more than anything else in the world .
So , maaf eh kalau panjang sangat .
Hee (:
I was so excited for today that I woke up so early .
But then I rasa sakit kat my jubs .
It literally felt like ade orang just put something inside there .
DON'T LAUGH EH !
Sakit seyyy !
I was so sure that I would go out at 12:30pm and arrive on time .
But then bus 45 came so late that I arrived there on the dot .
Luckily I am allowed to see you .
I was nervous .
I don't know why .
I was so nervous to see you .
There were like so many questions in my mind .
"What should I say ?"
"Should I surprise him or something ?"
"Should I ask about Angy ?"
I was really so anxious but excited .
While I was walking down the pathway to the place .
I remembered the first time I visited you .
I didn't talk much .
But I keep on starring at you .
I just don't know what to say .
Hmmm , when I see you , everything that I wanted to say just gone from my mind !
I forgot to say that Fatin said Hi and Aqilah says she miss you so much .
I did remember about Angy .
But we were too happy to even make me start asking you about her .
I don't want us to start a war in that small room .
So I'll ask you later in this letter .
You were so funny . I miss having that much fun with you .
You said I macam malu dengan you .
Well , I AM ! I don't know why !
Da lama I tak dengan you sorang2 .
But if I'm about to see you and feel you , I don't think I'll be that shy .
You ni ! Kate je da khatam ! Tapi perangai tetap same eh !
I da la pikir2 yang you keluar , you akan pakai songkok .
HAHAHAHAHA !
But seriously , I really thought you really throwing all your bad stuffs away .
Well , it seems now that not ALL are being thrown away .
You dengan you punye dreams stop it eh .
Check2 bukan dengan I . Blueckkk !
Who say I would nyanyikan you when you keluar nanti ?
I TAKNAAAK !!! La la la la la . . . . . .
Even if you force I pun I taknak .
Tapi kalau the other way around I NAK !
Hehe :DDD
Sayang , whatever I say inside is true sayang .
Holiday is nothing without you .
Maybe I did went out with my friends and all .
But did you think that I had complete fun with them ?
The answer is NO . I NEVER had complete fun since you were gone .
But when you're out , do you want more time with me ?
Or do you want to be with your friends again ?
If just for once you choose your friends over me , I'll leave and never come back .
I can promise you that .
I'm not threatening you . I just want to be with you .
I want to feel that I am so important to you that you will never let me go .
I want to feel that way again .
When you went in , I felt stupid .
I felt like I was betrayed and lied to by someone I love .
Someone that I love so much .
But I have no power on you , so you did whatever you want right ?
I'm not yet your wife . You want to enjoy right ?
See what those things had done to you .
Every single time I think about that , it always make me cry .
You told me not to cry .
How can I not cry ?
The love of my life is gone .
The one I shared my life with is gone .
And you want me to not cry ?
I know even you cry right ?
Tell me sayang , do you cry too ?
And if you do , about who and why did you cry ?
Sayang , I really don't want t leave you just now .
Even when the session is over , we took our own sweet time together inside .
I want to kiss you so bad .
I feel like breaking the glass . HAHA !
When you were out of sight , I started to cry again .
Why did you have to end up in there ?
Please please , don't do it again .
Anyway , for this whole week , I am going to ask you about Angy .
So that you won't forget to tell me about her .
Who is she sayang ? Who is Angy ?
Tell me please .
Love you sayang .
Love you more than anything else in the world .
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