Day 119

Sayang , I just came back home . (12:40am)
I lepak with Zaim and Zul .
Zul is kawan attachment I .
Sorry I balik lambat .

Sayang , sejak you pergi , this is like just once I keluar balik sampai nak pukul 1 .
And it is like dekat daerah rumah I .
My father bising2 and ungkit balik cerita lama .
Kate I tak kemas rumah lah .
I tak cuci baju lah .
Semua dia kate I tak uat .
Then when I do it , diorang tak nampak pe ?
Then Fatin pulak kat rumah macam queen .
Dia school holiday and all day long kat rumah .
Bilik berserak pun tak tahu nak kemas .
My parents expect me to do all the work ?!
I balik attachment penat2 semua tak pikir ?
Yang Fatin kat rumah tak uat ape2 tak marah ?

I need you .
I need you right now .
I cried after I marah Fatin and wishing you were here to console me .
I cried even harder knowing that I don't have you to cry to .
Sayang , I need you in my life .
I need nothing more .
Just having you in my life is all I need .

Don't do this to me anymore please .

I'm crying myself to sleep again .
Goodnight sayangku .
Love you so much .

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