Day 117

Sayang ! Hello !
First thing first :

HAPPY 61st MONTH-SARY SAYANG !

I just came back from lepak with Hakim and Arun .
Sorry balik lambat .
I was bored .

So , let see . . .
I woke up early today to siap2 to see you .
Then your mum called me to teman her to a jemputan .
I then terus tukar baju to baju kurang slack .
I was so excited to see you sayang .
Because today is our day and I want to see whether you remembered it or not .
AND YOU DID !
That was the first thing you said to me .
And I wanted to cryyy ! I just want to hug you .
I planned with your mum to act sedih when I'm hiding .
Your mum acting baik jugak eh ?
Hehe ! You fell for it !!!

Sayang , I was so surprised hearing that you da khatam Quran .
ALHAMDULILLAH sayang .
I was so happy .
I want to see you change when you are out .
And you're giving me so much confidence on you just now .
When I was on the way to the jemputan , I was thinking about that .
And I know you can lead me and our family in the future .
I'm a million percent sure that I want to marry you .
That is IF you want to marry me lah .
You nak ke tak ? Kalau taknak , sekarang jugak I pergi .
Hehee (:

Sayang , I spent my whole day today with your mum .
I feel so much closer to your mum .
She's funny sayang . I think you got all your humour from her .
I like spending time with your mum .
Since you takde , mak you pun jadi lah .
You're born from her right ?
So I kinda spending time with half of you .
But minus all the romance la .
Your mum told me about how you got your Asthma .
You was undergoing a shock reaction right ?
Then bila you kecik , your mum sanggup angkat you bila you sesak nafas .
You were crying and crying .
Hearing all that just makes me love you more .
I don't know why .
But I think I see more of your soft side .

Sayang , since you da khatam , you are really changing everything kan ?
And I meant EVERYTHING kan ?
Pink no more . Jom no more .
Okay sayang ? Can we make that happen sayang ?
We bring each other to the right path . Okay ?
And sayang , I heard when you say "baby bonus" .
HAHAHAHAHAHA !
I smack you then you know .

Oh and after the jemputan we went to your grandparents' house .
Your mum have to lie that I'm her friend .
I don't know why she don't want to tell them that I'm your sayang .
One day they will see us together right ?
I know what you meant by you hated your cousins .
I just can feel the atmosphere in that house .
It's like your mum is not really welcome .
Except for some that seems really friendly .
One day I want you to tell them about me .
My cousins and all know about you and I .
When will your relatives know about me then ?
Hehe (: I macam desperate pulak !

Sayang , hearing that you say your batch semua da dapat tagging program ,
I seriously lose hope sayang .
I thought I can see you by August .
But hearing all that , making me lose so much hope .
I'm going to get myself ready for another 8 months without you .
It is going to be tough .
Berdoakan I semoga I can get through another 8 months without you okay ?

Sayang , I'M SO SORRY .
1st thing is I'm sorry that I was unable to buy for you any magazine today .
The shop at the center was closed .
And the biscuits can only be paid by NETS .
And none of us have it .
2nd thing is I AM SO SORRY that I started smoking again .
AHHHHH ! Help me sayang .
Tell me something that can make me stop again .
I feel so guilty smoking .

Last but not least ,
I AM SEEING YOU IN 9 more days !
I think you will receive this letter after I see you .
But hey , 9 more days tau !
Da 8 more days pun sekarang . (12:42am)
Hehe ! It will be on 25th .
The day duit I masuk .
And I promise you I will buy for you anything you want okay ?

I got a lot to say today .
Panjang sey !
Reading letter I lagi best dari baca buku kan ?
Hehe (:
Next time I write to you like a novel okay ?
A story about our lovelife .
Okay tak ?
Check2 you malas nak baca .
HMPH !

Okay lah , cukup . Too much already .
LOVE YOU !

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