Day 116
Why do we have to be separated like this sayang ?
I really need you now sayang . I really do .
When I'm hurt , I think of you .
When I'm in pain , I think of you .
When I'm alone , I think of you .
ANYTIME , ANY DAY , ANYWHERE , I THINK OF YOU .
And all I get was bad memories of you .
What did I do wrong to deserve all this sayang ?
I want you right here with me .
I'm craving so much for you .
And all I can do is think of you and look at your photos and videos .
The only way I can touch and feel you will be in my dreams .
Oh gosh , I'm repeating everything all over again .
Right ? I say all this to you many times in the letters already .
You must be irritated .
I'm crazy in love with you sayang .
Even everything you did to me I stayed and trusted you .
Even now , I know you will change once you are free .
Do you even love me sayang ?
I would give up anything just for you . But would you ?
Everyday I feel like some part of me is eaten of because of just thinking about you too much .
But what can I do ?
You've been with me from the time I'm growing up .
You're the closest person I ever been in my entire life .
And if you're gone , I feel like everything just shuts off .
I may have led my life to go on as usual .
I may have go on with my life for 4 months without you .
But only Allah knows how my heart feel every second when I don't hear your voice .
And if I were to take my heart out , it will be covered with millions of scars .
Scars that are made by you and cured by you .
All I wanted to say was ,
Remember my heart beat for you and you only .
No one else .
Love you .
PS: I'm seeing you tomorrow ( 16June2012 )
Happy advanced 61 Month-sary !
I really need you now sayang . I really do .
When I'm hurt , I think of you .
When I'm in pain , I think of you .
When I'm alone , I think of you .
ANYTIME , ANY DAY , ANYWHERE , I THINK OF YOU .
And all I get was bad memories of you .
What did I do wrong to deserve all this sayang ?
I want you right here with me .
I'm craving so much for you .
And all I can do is think of you and look at your photos and videos .
The only way I can touch and feel you will be in my dreams .
Oh gosh , I'm repeating everything all over again .
Right ? I say all this to you many times in the letters already .
You must be irritated .
I'm crazy in love with you sayang .
Even everything you did to me I stayed and trusted you .
Even now , I know you will change once you are free .
Do you even love me sayang ?
I would give up anything just for you . But would you ?
Everyday I feel like some part of me is eaten of because of just thinking about you too much .
But what can I do ?
You've been with me from the time I'm growing up .
You're the closest person I ever been in my entire life .
And if you're gone , I feel like everything just shuts off .
I may have led my life to go on as usual .
I may have go on with my life for 4 months without you .
But only Allah knows how my heart feel every second when I don't hear your voice .
And if I were to take my heart out , it will be covered with millions of scars .
Scars that are made by you and cured by you .
All I wanted to say was ,
Even if you have been hurting me the most for the past years , you're the one that put through all my nonsense just to make sure that I'm back standing on my own again . I wouldn't be here at where I am now without your love and concern for me .
Remember my heart beat for you and you only .
No one else .
Love you .
PS: I'm seeing you tomorrow ( 16June2012 )
Happy advanced 61 Month-sary !
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