Day 92

Selamat tengah malam sayaaang !
Firstly I want to tell you that I PASSED MY PRACTICAL TEST !
See ? I need you to wish me luck .
You are my good luck charm .

Kalau I bilang you yang I belum tidur sebab nga uat kerja mesti you marah .
You mesti suruh I rest kan sayang ?
But I have to finish it .

I miss your care towards me .
I suka tau dengar nasihat2 you selalu .
Memang kadang I tak dengar nasihat you tu semua .
But right now since I tak dengar nasihat you , I rindu sangat .
You bila keluar , you nak marah I pun takpe .
I akan dengar semua ape you kate okay ?

Ingat tak you kate , "Kalau da takle makan , takmo paksa ."
That time I keluar dengan family I .
And I tak habis makan . My parents tetap suruh habiskan .
Then I kate , "Hilman kate kalau da takle makan , takmo pakse !"
So I letak fork and spoon down . Hehe (:

But just for today , I takle dengar kate you .
Sorry .
I need to stay up late tonight .
Kalau you ade , you boleh teman I kan ?
But yeah , you are not here .
That's what I keep on telling to myself for the past 92 days .
You are not here to take care of me anymore .

Sayang , your voice is stuck in my head .
Remember you said , "You , I rindu you . I nak peluk you ."
It is stuck in my head .
Whenever I think about that , all I did was cry .

Sayang , do you like doing this ?
Kalau pompan lain , I think they will be cheating on you already .
But no . I tetap setia .
Dengan nama Allah , I have no other guys .


I love you and only you .