Day 93

Hello sayang .
Today was as per normal .
School and what not .

I cried every time I think about what you said .

I still can't get over you .
Even if you did something so wrong , I still love you more .
Is this was true love is ?
I cried every night and day hoping that I can turn back time .

Every time I ask myself , "Does he really love me?"
"He sold away something that I bought for him,
he did something that he promised not to do anymore,
he made me trust him so much but ended up lying to me"
Is that your love for me sayang ?
Is that your definition of love ?

I'm still hurt , a lot sayang .
I forgive you , but it is really very hard to forget .
I could have run , but I didn't .
I could have hate you , but I didn't .
I could have leave you , but I'll never do that .

If I mean the world to you , why am I here crying ?

I still love you a lot sayang .