Day 91

Hello sayaaang ! I just came back from visiting you !
Bila on the way balik , I asyik senyum2 sendiri je tau !
You nye pasal lah ! You were asking about Amber !
I was blushing so much just now .
And no , you are not going to get me ! Bluekkk !
I thought you forgot about that .
I thought you really wanted to change .
But I guess that part of you won't change huh ?
Takpe2 . Takmo change . Hehe (:

Sorry sayang sebulan tak tengok you .
Semua busy la sayang .
But not me . Your mum susah nak amek off .
So I have to wait for her .
But since right now we have the card , I am able to meet you alone ! Yayyy !
Next visit is going to be on the 16 Saturday .
Our 5 Years 1 Month Anniversary , our 61 Month-sary .
You sampai ingat I da lari . Haha !
You ingat I nak lari ? Seriously ?
Dengan cinta I yang terbesar untuk you tetap you ingat I akan tinggalkan you ?
Sampai hati you . :P

Sayang , when you look at me and you you miss me , I melted .
And then you said you just want to hug me .
I want to hug you too sayang .
I BADLY WANT TO HUG YOU !
Well , actually I nak touch your muscle .
Hehe (: I want to be the first and only one who get to touch that muscle .

When you wish me , I wanted to cry .
I've been wanting to hear that .
Sorry sayang sebab I lupa nak bawa gambar .
So sorry !
You ni , kat dalam you nak tengok gambar I je ke ?
Ehemmm ! Nanti kalau I bagi you gambar I , you simpan tau !
Takmo tunjuk2 prison mates you and takmo hilangkan .

YOU PANGGIL I UDANG !
I kurus sangat ke you ?
I did eat sayang .
Maybe what your mum said is true .
I think too much about you .

Sayang , I don't want you to be worried .
But I malam2 selalu sesak nafas .
Doctor kate I takde asthma .
Kadang macam rase dada I macam stop gitu .
It was like last time . But this is almost everyday .
Sayang , doakan I , I takde pape kay sayang ?

Sayang , insyallah bila you keluar nanti , I akan keluar have fun dengan you .
We go shopping , makan and MAYBE we makan kat Amber .
HAHAHA !

Love you sayang .
I already misses you .

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