Day 84

Sayang , today the only think that I kept on thinking of was OUR DAY .
I cried too much today .
I keep on thinking about what we could have done to save you .
If you were here , we will be planning for our day .
We will be planning how big we would want it to be .

I want to sleep . But I can't .
I keep on crying sayang .
Why sayang ?
Why must you do something that make us separated from each other ?
We should be on the phone right now , laughing .
We should be laying on the bed now trying to sleep with each other's voices .
I should be saying "Bye, love you"
and you should be replying , "Love you too" before we hang up .

JUST about ONE single thing you did ,
ruin all the moments we could be having this whole year .
Yes sayang . It hurts me a lot .
But even if it hurts , I'm just thankful that I still could see you .
I still love you sayang .
I will always will love you .

I'm still waiting for you after 3 long months .
That is how strong my love is for you .

Miss you loads sayang .
I'll see you soon ! <3

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