Day 78

Sayang , yesterday I slept at 7pm !
Siang kan ? I was so tired .
I slept all the way sampai besok .
Macam babs la I ni .
Ye laaa , mana tak tidur macam babs kan ?
Kesayangan I takde , lebih baik tidur .
At least bila I tidur , I cam dream of you and me .

Sayang , I'm much better now .
I'm able to focus on my studies .
But with you around , I'm much much more focused .
Sayang , I keep on talking about you with my friends .
Talked about all the funny things that happened to us .
Like that , it just feels like you are still here with me .

Sayang , I still do cry .
I know I'm strong enough to handle this .
But even strong people has their weakness .
And my weakness is you .

Sayang , what if you do this again ?
What do you want me to do ?
What if you are in again for more than 1 year .
What do you want me to do ?
Do you still want me to wait for you .

Sayang , I've suffered a lot sayang .
But I still love you no matter what .
But if you do this again , it shows that you don't love me at all .
Because if you love me , you won't hurt me ever again .
Please sayang , I beg you , stop doing all those stupid things .
Those things will never lead you to any good .

Argh , I hate getting sick without you around .
Gotta study , tomorrow ade test !
Love you sayang .