Day 85

Sayang , I macam takde harapan that I dapat jumpa you besok .
I called your mum but your mum tak angkat .
I message your brother but there isn't any reply at all .
I thought they would help me .
But I guess I'm wrong .
I'm sorry for saying that but I really want to see you .

Less than three more hours and it will be our anniversary .
Our 5 Years anniversary .
And do I get to hear your voice ? No .
And I don't think I will be able to see you too .
But I'll be at your doorstep tomorrow .
Even if your mum didn't answer my calls , I'll go to your doorstep .
Maybe your mum can't call me .
I gave up sayang .
If I can't see you anymore , just send me letters okay sayang ?

I've been listening to our song repeatedly .
And yes , I've been crying .
I miss you so much sayang .

I'm hurt . I really am .

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