Day 30

Sayang , I hope you got my letter already .

Hopefully sayang akan jujur dengan I .

Sayang , I tak marah dengan ape yang I dapat tahu .

I cuma nak tahu what actually happened .

Sayang , today I still think about the day I see you .

I cannot get your face out of my mind .

And I pun tak nak get your face out of my mind .

Hee (:

Sayang , I'm really falling in love with you all over again .

I smiled thinking about you .

I feel so in love .

I feel like that first time we started being together .

I love this feeling .

Sayang , when I see you that day , there is something so different about you .

You look much more berisi .

You look much more fairer .

Your eye bags are gone .

The dark circles around your eyes are gone .

Your face lagi tembam .

And honestly , you look much hotter .

And that is when I remembered something :

That is the guy I fallen in love with .

It just looks like setan sekeliling you semua da dihapuskan .

Alhamdulillah sayang .

I want you to be like that even selepas you keluar sayang .

I tak minta you jadi ustaz .

I just want you to be yourself and lakukan benda yang wajib dalam hidup .

Insyallah Allah akan tolong you sayang .

Sayang , my mum told me that it is good that you go in .

Because you are able to belajar agama kat dalam and you dapat solat semua .

My mum kate , "Biarpun dia kat dalam , dia tak buang masa pe ."

Then she said that this first time she will let it go .

But if you do it for the second time , my mum tak akan accept you .

And sayang , if you love me , buang itu benda okay ?

I love you and only you .

I will never stop saying that everyday .

You've been there for me everytime I needed you .

This time is my turn .

When you're out from jail , I'm going to be there whenever you need me sayang .

Forever and always , I'm yours .