Day 25

It's still our day sayang .

I miss you sayang .

I regret not wishing you last month .

I keep on thinking about that day .

I want to take that day back .

I want to just forgive you and be happy with you once again .

I'm crying once again sayang .

Last night , I felt extra lonely sayang .

I didn't get to hear you wish me .

I didn't get to share our day with you .

I didn't get to hear you say you love me on our day .

I cried kat dapur at night and let everything out .

It hurts so much sayang .

It really hurts .

Today cerita "Airmata NurSalina" is on Suria .

It's about two couple that love each other so much .

Then one day the guy got a job and earn so much .

Slowly , he think too much about money that he loan too much .

Then when the guy da almost bangkrupt , he started doing drugs .

When I knew about the story , I just walk away and went inside my room .

I don't want to watch that kind of story .

Sayang , my attachment ends today .

And my result is alright sayang .

I am going to year 2 sayang .

But I'm not able to celebrate it with you .

Do you know how bad it feels like sayang ?

Sayang , it is almost 2 weeks and I have not receive your letter .

Why sayang tak reply sayang ?

Hais . . .