Day 28

Sayang , look at the time that I'm posting this .

I thought that I would be sleepy when I reached home .

But until now (2:43am) I belum lagi ngantok sayang .

I keep on thinking about you .

I went over to your house @ about 10:30am .

Pagi kan ? Then your mum and Jad belum siap2 lagi .

Baru I tahu kenape sayang siap2 lambat sayang .

Your family siap lambat ! Hee (:

Then we went out at about 12:00pm .

The bus was like in 13 minutes .

And by the time we reach PLC , we were late .

We reached at 12:55pm .

But luckily there is an available slot at 2:15pm visit .

Honestly sayang I don't know how to react when I see you .

I know I would cry straight when I see you .

And writing all this , I'm crying thinking about just now .

Straight when I see you , we were looking at each other .

I saw your tears , that was when I started crying .

Alhamdulillah you solat and thanks for your prayers sayang .

I think that is why I am able to go on with my life sayang .

I pun berdoa untuk you sayang .

And Alhamdulillah Allah answers my prayers sayang .

You've change . I love you more when you change sayang .

You seem so matured . You seem so confident .

During the visit , I just can't stop looking at you .

I fall deeper in love with you again .

So what if you're botak ? All I see is my love .

The love that I want to live with for the rest of my life .

Sayang , I wanted to say something .

I wanted to wish you .

But nothing would come out .

My tears just keep on falling and falling .

6 months . Just 6 months .

Sayang , I will always remember you say:

"Man tak harapkan siapa2 lagi datang . Man cuma harapkan mak dengan Fiqa je ."

"You , maafkan I please ? I janji bila I keluar , I tak akan uat lagi . I janji you ."

"You , tunggu I okay you ? Please you , tunggu I okay ?"

Sayang , when it's time for us to go , I feel like just breaking the glass and hug you .

You placed your hands onto the glass and all I can do is do the same .

You gave me a flying kiss . I just can't get my eyes off you .

And we just looked at each other .

Sayang , at that moment , I feel like nothing will ever break us apart sayang .

After the day you keluar , I know that we will always be together forever .

Because for all I know , my love for you will never end .

I love you with all my heart .