Day 32

Sayang , I spent my whole day today on the bed .

I've been stoning thinking about you .

We have been together for almost 5 years .

And I am still thinking that you don't truly sayangkan I .

I keep on thinking about those girls .

I don't want to mention their names again .

I'm broken sayang .

I'm hurt .

I wish you can make me feel better now .

Sayang , I will still love you even if you are going to be ex-convict .

Because I love you . Because I know you can change .

But knowing things that you've been keeping from me make me lose hope .

Do you love me as much as I do sayang ?

We spent 4 nights together at your house .

Remember that ?

We were so close .

Every night before we sleep , you hug me close .

I feel safe .

Whenever you go to work , you were worried and you came back home to check on me .

Remember that sayang ?

When I woke up , I see you .

It put a smile on my face seeing the love on my life as soon as I woke up .

I stared at you while you sleep .

I thought to myself , "He's the one ."

Am I the one for you sayang ?

Have you ever think that I'm the ONLY ONE for you ?

Sayang , I love you .

You don't know how much I love you .

I need to know everything sayang .

My heart will always belongs to you .

Only to Muhammad Hilman Bin Abdul Latif .