Day 221

Sayang . My heart is weak now .
I feel like crying .
I'm flying off to Cambodia in 9 more hours .
I'm worried . I'm afraid something might happen .
I need you to tell me that it is going to be alright .
Dang it ! I'm crying already .
I just wanted one last visit from you .
But unfortunately I didn't able to get it .

Sayang , if anything were to happen , WHICH I HOPE DOESN'T .
I want you to know this .

You are my life . You are my soul . You are my everything . I have never hate you . Even though you did this to me , I have never hate you . I just can't hate you . I can't be mad at you for so long right ? Sayang , thank you for all the sacrifices you made for me . You are the only one that understands what I'm going through every single day . Thank you for all the love you have given me . You care for me every single day . You were too worried when I'm sick . You love me too much and I love you too . Remember our happy days okay sayang ? Remember our fun at East Coast Park . Remember our days where we sat in the living room thinking about our future . Remember the Jommink days . Lastly , remember about our 5 years relationship of being together . I love you and I will always love you . MUAH !

Sayang , I'm bringing Rayyan Pooh Bear . Hehe (:
Looking at that bear makes me think of the days we talk to the bear like as if it was Rayyan .
Sayang , I know you have been praying that I will be safe . Thank you sayang .

Anyway sayang , today my cousin nikah .
I have to be there since I won't be there tomorrow .
Sayang , I was thinking about you the whole time !
Sayang nak tahu tak , the mas kahwin die is $10104 .
It is the date where they first met .
So sayang , you kalau nak kahwin dengan I , I nak $16507 .
Boleh tak ? Hehe (:
I know it is going to be a looong time till we get married kan ?
You da 24 going to be 25 soon .
Bila you nak kahwin ? :P

Hidup , Mati - Hilman , Afiqah SELAMANYA .
I CINTAKAN YOU .

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