Day 196

Sayangkuuu !
Da pun bulan September . And right now it's the starting week of week 29 .
Another month without you .
Another 30 days without you .
Another month-sary celebrating without you .
Everything just without you .

I've book face-to-face visit on the 10th of September .
And I'm meeting you aloneee ! Hehe (:
We are going to talk merepek meraban timeee ! Hehe (:
I miss having those times with you .
Walaupun 20 minutes , I don't care . Imma make it worth !

I just came back home from meeting Abang Hidir .
He fetch me from hospital and teman me go out and buy some stuffs .
Since the incident yesterday , he is scared to make me go home alone .
And I am so scared to go home alone too .
Seriously , I wanted to cry so badly .
And I'll tell you the incident when I meet you on the 10th .
I don't want to write in this letter . It's better talking to you .

Sayang , reading the messages every single day hurts me .
But I'm not going to be mad at you for the stuffs you did before .
Let me slowly erase those off and we can start anew .
It's stupid talking about it again and again .

I CINTAKAN YOU .