Day 214

Hello sayaaang !

I went to Shan's birthday party at Botanic Garden today .

It was fun . Macam lepak biasa with many many people !

I reached home at 9:30 today .

Siang kaaan ?!!! Hehe (: I am a good girl .

Sayang , when I'm there , I wasn't really in a mood to have fun .

I was thinking about you .

I was wondering what would we be doing at this point of time if you are not in jail .

I was wondering whether would I make this much friends ?

Would I even get this close to many people ?

Would I even go some other country with my friends ?

Since you were gone , I tried to feel that I belong somewhere .

I go for any opportunities that come .

And from there I make a lot of friends and learn many new things .

I wasn't this kind of  person .

Because you were there for me and I didn't need anyone else but you .

So there is no need for me to make friends .

I was an anti-social until you were gone .

One day I will invite you to school to see all my friends .

I'm sure they would want to meet you too .

Anyway , I'm going out with your mum tomorrow .

Going for jemputan . Another day with your mum . (:

Love you sayang .