Day 202

I can't wait to see you tomorrow !
I have a lot of things to tell you .

Sayang , I need you so badly right now .
My brother started the fight tadi petang bila on the way to rumah cousin I .
Dia tak tahu ape nga terjadi and dia nak tuduh2 sembarang je .
I bingit and marah balik ah .
My dad suruh stop . And said that I bebual macam gangster .
So I kene marah sebab bebual macam gangster ?
Abey yang banag I tuduh2 I sembarang tu takde pape ah ?
So I kate ah yang semua benda yang I tak salah , I tetap salah ah .
My brother then start saying yang I semua betul .
I tak kate ape2 pun . He is the one started saying that I tak tahu kemas bilik .
When all of the time I yang kemas and NEVER Fatin .
My mum then started to side my brother .
Saying that I memang selalu macam gini .
She keep on saying , "Shut Up" to me .
My father knows both are at wrong but my mum always think I'm the only one who is wrong .
I terus pusing pelan2 and hide and cried .
I cannot stop thinking about you . I need you at that point of time .
My dad cari I . Then he found me and ask me to go up .
I told him that I don't like my mum to do that to me .
She ALWAYS side my brother . SHE ALWAYS DO THAT .
I walk away . Then my dad say come back I said I don't want .
Then I said , "Sebab mama la yang I need Hilman . This is why I need Hilman so much !"
My dad came to me and say to go up to my cousin house just for him .
So I surrender and followed him .
Only my dad understood me .

I'll tell you everything tomorrow .
I hope you are alright .
See you soon sayang .

I CINTAKAN YOU .

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