Day 212

It's 1:14am right now .
Since holiday is here , I've been sleeping very late .
Anyway , I dreamed about you this morning .
I don't really understood the dream . Just hope that it is not true .
Here is the dream :

You were finally out . I hugged you tightly and cried . You cried too . The next thing I knew was Jommink . Than after that you texted your friends to meet you . I was frustrated . You didn't even want to spend time with me at all ??? You brought me along to see your friends but I ignored you all the way . You still have no clue why I'm angry . I was sitting beside you when you were checking your iPhone . Then I saw your wallpaper . I snatch you phone and saw that your wallpaper was a picture of you with the name "Aain" at the side of your picture . I threw your phone and asked you who the hell is "Aain" . You terdiam . I went so crazy and started throwing everything I could touch . I shouted to you : "I'VE WAITED FOR YOU FOR A WHOLE YEAR AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO ME ?!"

I woke up and felt my heart sank . It feels real .
I took my phone and look at your photo and cried .
I miss you too much . Why can't I have a really nice sweet dreams about you ?
Why must I always wake up crying all the time ?

Anyway sayang , finally Bones Season 8 and Glee Season 4 has started !!!
At least I have something to look forward to .
Hehe (:

I CINTAKAN YOU !

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