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I was looking forward to yesterday . We had fun . We had so much fun together . But then you just had to make me angry . Why can't you listen to me ? Why can't you just don't smoke anymore ? Why must you waste your money on some stupid thing ? My family invited you to dinner . And you refuse . You had to follow your ego . I really wanted you to go . I wanted you to be with me longer . But you refused again . Every time I asked , you refused . And then you promised that it is going to be your last box . And when I gave you the money , you told Madan to buy TWO fucking boxes ! Obviously I was mad . Then everything start to fall apart . You know I was so angry but you don't know why . I didn't want to say anything b/c I know we are going to fight . Then I have to go and meet my family . So I said , "I have to go." You started crying . You were crying so badly . You were grabbing my hands telling me not to go . I pushed you away . I push you so hard b/c you wo...

We have been quarreling for like 3 days straight . On Friday was the third day of quarreling and I just couldn't take it anymore . We quarrel just about anything . Even the smallest things . I was tired of quarreling and I didn't want anything to get worse . So I kept quiet . He tried to talk as normal , but I can't ! Logically , how can anyone be so angry and a minute later talk as like nothing is wrong ? Well , if he can , I couldn't . He started smoking and I walk far from him . (I can't smell smoke anymore) So we start to walk further apart . We were like 3 metres away . (I'm in front) Well , obviously I was curious on whether he is still behind me or not . So I spotted his shadow and trying hard not to lose it . Later , his friends were @ street soccer court and I KNOW he would go towards them . So I walk a little faster and I was right . He can even tell me to wait a little while for him . What the . . . ? What am I ? A dog ? I just continued walking . He ...

I was studying and I did not realise I had any calls or messages . When I check , I had 3 missed call and 1 message . Message :Bleh kol hp ni jap..pls..i had a bad dream tadi..jap je i nk tok ngn u.. So I called him . With a very sad voice he said he dreamt that I was killed . He dreamt that we were in a cable car and it dropped . He survived and I didn't . He said he dreamt another bad bream @ his workplace too . He dreamt I had an affair with another guy . So the I went back to studying and I receive another message . :I tknk naik cable car..i takot pasal mimpi i tadi..i tknk kehilangan org yg i sngt syg..i nk kahwin ngn u..i tknk u kahwin ngn lain org..i tknk..i takot kehilangan u..i btol2 takot..i menyesal slama ni ape i uat..i tknk lukakan ati u lagi..i syg u..i btol2 da berubah..i tknk u pegi dari idop i..i tkle..u,i sygkn u..i feel like crying..jgn tinggalkan i..jgn benci i..jgn dendam i..i sanggup uat pape untuk u..aslkan jgn minta breakup lagi..i tknk.. I was in the middle...

26 August 2010 The morning after the fight with my parents . We were so sweet and caring the whole morning . Slowly when anger has taken over me , I was back to normal . I talk to Him like the normal way we use to joke with each other . So I somehow scolded him jokingly . The one that made me paused and look @ him was when he said : "Pagi-pagi tadi okay . Kenape sekarang marah-marah I?" He was very cute when he said that . But I laugh out loud when I realised it was true . 26 August 2010 The same morning after the fight with my parents . We were waiting for 45 for so long . I messages Iris but the bus didn't come yet . So we thought maybe the bus is full and slow . So he said : "We go for 4 minutes bus . If ramai orang , we go for the 15 minutes bus . If it is still ramai , we baring on the road - mati lagi bagus !" I laughed like heaven I tell you ! He really knows how to cheer me up completely . I love him so much . 29 August 2010 Bono just had a fight with a...

On the way in the bus , going to his house . I'm seriously fucking pissed off with him . I was just joking and he took it seriously ? I thought he can take joke . He scolded me like I did something SO wrong . We've been quarreling over small matters these past few day . Everytime I talked to him nicely , he thought I was angry and he raised his voice at me . You , you promised not to raise your voice @ me . You promise to talk to me nicely even if we quarrel . AGAIN , You didn't do what you say you would .

19 August Went down to study with darling . Decide to study Maths . While I was studying , this was what he did . His best camwhore I think . :P He didn't only do that . He did this too . He love my last tiny toe . That is why he did that . Okaaayyy , photo of the day . THE JOKER THE ACT CUTE

We have no privacy right ? Since you have read my blog , here it is . I DON'T THINK ABOUT AZRAI . I NEVER THINK ABOUT HIM LIKE HOW I THINK ABOUT YOU . That time when I posted the post @ my blog , I was thinking about him . But I didn't miss him . I don't think about him anymore . Just that one time I think about him . You talked to me just now like you don't believe me @ all . I don't care if you hate me , but believe me when I say that I don't think about him anymore . Stop thinking about what I don't do . You didn't even ask me anything and you just assumed that I still love him . That is what you thought right ?