Maybe it's time .

I was looking forward to yesterday .

We had fun . We had so much fun together .

But then you just had to make me angry .

Why can't you listen to me ?

Why can't you just don't smoke anymore ?

Why must you waste your money on some stupid thing ?

My family invited you to dinner .

And you refuse .

You had to follow your ego .

I really wanted you to go .

I wanted you to be with me longer .

But you refused again .

Every time I asked , you refused .

And then you promised that it is going to be your last box .

And when I gave you the money , you told Madan to buy TWO fucking boxes !

Obviously I was mad .

Then everything start to fall apart .

You know I was so angry but you don't know why .

I didn't want to say anything b/c I know we are going to fight .

Then I have to go and meet my family .

So I said , "I have to go."

You started crying .

You were crying so badly .

You were grabbing my hands telling me not to go .

I pushed you away .

I push you so hard b/c you won't let go of me .

I thought that that was the last time I ever going to see you .

You told me not to leave you .

But I have to go . My family is waiting for me .

You pulled me , you pushed me away from the gate .

You don't want me to leave .

You think that if I leave , I'll never come back .

You cried and cried and cried that made you hard to talk .

You hugged me saying not to go .

I hugged you back .

I was crying . I can't see you like that .

I can't see you so hurt .

When I finally was free from you , I headed for the door and finally went out .

You were crying loudly .

Repeatedly saying , "I tak nak you pergi . Takmo tinggalkan I . . ."

I stood there on the footstep of your door looking @ you .

I can't leave you , but I have to .

I went to the lift , still , I can hear your cry .

I went in the lift , and cried .

I can't believe you were like that .

You never did that .

You were so scared that if I leave your house , I will never be back .

You were so scared me leaving you .

My heart was so weak .

I hurt you more and more everyday .

So now , I have to leave you .

I don't want to hurt you anymore .

This is the end .

IF we are meant to be together , we will again , one day .